it was never about the sex. it was always about connection. it was never about the way you moved (well, maybe a little) it was more than a simple distraction and as long as you’re willing to keep on going then i’m game, too for as long as this connections holds, baby it’ll always be with you
i woke up today not missing you as much as i did yesterday you could say it’s an improvement i no longer feel as frayed as i did when you left those first four weeks were simply hell not knowing what to do with my emotions even with your well thought-out farewells
but you were right to say what you did that time will heal the pain i’d feel time always does, it seems which only makes everything surreal the pain that seemed so true emotions that overtook all reason as if reminding me i still existed my heart guilty of treason
one day i’ll forget all about you like i’ve forgotten everyone who came before their names hidden inside every poem as my heart sang and my soul soared powerful at every start overruling everything i believed to be right until every promise broke my heart its pieces cast out like stars in the night
i miss your sleepy kisses along the nape of my neck i miss the way your warm touch unravels this tangled wreck of emotions still raw from days long gone from words left behind that go on and on words meant to stunt leaving unseen scars words that blot out the moon and the stars leaving my world too dark to find my way home until your words guide me back no matter how far i roam.