i remember my first real kiss
with a boy close to my own age
it was the summer i turned sixteen
barely out of that awkward stage
he was tall and very handsome
with a mischievous glint in his brown eyes
and when he smiled, i simply melted
my heart laid bare, i had nothing to disguise
until the night he kissed me
when i learned the differences between
that first kiss i wanted from a boy so badly
and the ones before that left me unclean