Be in the moment,
that’s what I want to do –
honor each emotion as it comes to me,
even when I’m blue
stop with the hating
and wishing I were better,
stop with the blaming
that I submitted so easily to the pressure
to be someone other
than who I really am
looking and acting like everyone else –
nothing but an insipid sham
so at this moment
i just want to be me
without the filters or the shame
it’s the only way to be.